Hurts like hell

The saline solution pours onto my
Gapping wound
Jolting me out of my dull pain into
A stinging reality.
Loyality
Love
Fear
Regret
Ooze out of me as the bubbles burn.
The logic of love
has won again.
Pushing me back into the darkness
To nurse my own
faults
shortcomings
bad traits
God this fucking hurts so much
As a I pray to something
Someone
To make me feel better
Or make me not feel at all.
Will we meet further on?
Talk lightly about the time
that has passed?
Will I even recognize him?
Will I recognize myself?