i'll just be going back under the covers now
hey all
apologize for my lack of blog-ing this week. Not like anyone reads this anyways..
found out this week that my dog has cancer. I am making the journey home to be there when she is put down tonight.
It's funny, I have gone through my share of pets, as I am sure anyone has in their childhood. But, here I am, almost 20, and dealing with the first death of an animal to which I was rather close. My other dogs always were taken to a better place, we moved a lot, and sometimes we had to find new homes for our animals. Thinking of those furry paws and wet tounge giving others joy and friendship was something I was able to accept and understand. Sure, it sucked having to give the pets away, but I was always convinced they would be going to a better place.
In that light, it is kinda the same with my dog Zoe. She stopped eating almost a month ago, and has done a complete 180 turn. A dog who was always energetic, friendly and active turned into a ghost over the past month. She stopped eating, barely wagged her tail when greeted and crawled around in misery.
In my heart, I know that this is the best thing for her. I believe in reincarnation, so she will never truly be dead. Hopefully, all the good karma in this life for her will upgrade her in the next life to a cat or something.:)
Anyways, I am on my way home today, after work. I am sticking it to the man right now.:)
Shirking on the job...etc.
Ah well, best be back to the filing
peace
apologize for my lack of blog-ing this week. Not like anyone reads this anyways..
found out this week that my dog has cancer. I am making the journey home to be there when she is put down tonight.
It's funny, I have gone through my share of pets, as I am sure anyone has in their childhood. But, here I am, almost 20, and dealing with the first death of an animal to which I was rather close. My other dogs always were taken to a better place, we moved a lot, and sometimes we had to find new homes for our animals. Thinking of those furry paws and wet tounge giving others joy and friendship was something I was able to accept and understand. Sure, it sucked having to give the pets away, but I was always convinced they would be going to a better place.
In that light, it is kinda the same with my dog Zoe. She stopped eating almost a month ago, and has done a complete 180 turn. A dog who was always energetic, friendly and active turned into a ghost over the past month. She stopped eating, barely wagged her tail when greeted and crawled around in misery.
In my heart, I know that this is the best thing for her. I believe in reincarnation, so she will never truly be dead. Hopefully, all the good karma in this life for her will upgrade her in the next life to a cat or something.:)
Anyways, I am on my way home today, after work. I am sticking it to the man right now.:)
Shirking on the job...etc.
Ah well, best be back to the filing
peace
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